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Settle My Mind

from Heavy For A While by BYLAND

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    This shirt is 100% Cotton, and printed in Everett, WA by our friends from Screen Printing Northwest.

    Designed by our friend, Andrew Martinez, a fellow New Mexican who also has migrated to Seattle. Us New Mexican's find each other out here in the wild.

    The idea behind this shirt was to bring to life a piece of all ten songs. We love it - we think you will too.

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    Includes unlimited streaming of Heavy For A While via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 5 days
    edition of 50 

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    SIGNED with a lil message from Alie - Deluxe 12" vinyl version of our new record, "Heavy For A While", pressed on clear pink glass vinyl in Athens, Georgia at Classic City Vinyl Works. Includes lyric insert!

    Includes unlimited streaming of Heavy For A While via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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about

Alie: Coming from a family where blood was synonymous with “loyalty”, it was so difficult to dream for myself of any life that looked different than my family's expectations of me. This song is a very literal account of some of the ugly moments that led to me deciding to move back to Seattle from New Mexico in 2022. Listening back, I can literally watch as I walk myself to the realization that “I can’t make myself love this”, no matter how badly I wanted to - and tried to. Although writing this song was me spelling out a million reasons to leave, convincing myself it’s okay to do what’s best for me, I only needed to grasp that I don’t need permission from anyone to be happy.

Alie: My favorite line is, “I brought home a cat and I didn’t ask”... Short story is that Jake did not want a cat, but he made the mistake of telling me that IF we ever got a cat, we should name it, “Whiskey”. So, the next day I brought home an orange tabby kitten, and told Jake, “This is Whiskey”... However, I also forgot to tell our landlords, and when they found out almost a year later, they said they could either raise the rent, or we can get rid of the cat. We were already thinking of moving back to Seattle, but we took this as a sign to move the date up to the following month. Shortly after he brought us home and we bought and settled into our first house, we tragically lost our sweet boy. We decided to dedicate this record to Whiskey - the cat that brought us home. We are still heartbroken. As we release this song and announce this record, we feel like in a way we are memorializing his life and how he changed ours. Please join us as you listen to “Settle My Mind” in raising a glass to Whiskey the Kitty.

lyrics

MMMMM
MMMMM
MMMMM
MMMMM

I’m not convinced moving again
Will help me settle my mind
I didn’t notice my shadow when I wanted the sun
Warmth in my bed or in the soul of someone
My arm’s in a sling for a couple more weeks
And my favorite mug is shattered in the sink
Joel’s cigarettes blow across the yard
I’m going on a walk but I wanna run

MMMMM
MMMMM

I can’t make myself
Oh I can’t make myself
I can’t make myself love this
I have what I need
Time slows down for me
But I can’t make myself love this
Love this

MMMMM
MMMMM

I bit my nails too short again
I brought home a cat and I didn’t ask
All my mail is unopened in piles
And I’m taking long showers till the water runs out
There’s only one leaf left hanging on the tree
I’ll wait till it falls to rake up the leaves
I’m scared to leave but I’m more afraid to stay
If I stay will everything stay the same

MMMMM
MMMMM

I can’t make myself
Oh I can’t make myself
Oh I can’t make myself love this
I have what I need
Times slowed down for me
But I can’t make myself love this
Love this

MMMMM
MMMMM
MMMMM
MMMMM

Don’t look
Don’t Speak
Don’t Look away from me
Don’t look
Don’t Speak
Don’t Look away from me
Don’t look
Don’t Speak
Don’t Look away from me

MMMM
MMMM

credits

from Heavy For A While, track released November 14, 2023
Writing: Alie Byland, Jacob Byland, Nathan Yaccino
Production: Nathan Yaccino
Engineer: Nathan Yaccino
Engineering Assistance: Jacob Byland
Mixing: Brandon Bell
Mastering: Pete Lyman (Infrasonic Mastering)
Mastering Assistant: Daniel Bacigalupi (Infrasonic Mastering)

Performers
Alie Byland: Vocals, Piano
Nathan Yaccino: Drums, Guitar, Bass
Abby Gundersen: Violin, Cello, Viola
Meagan Grandall: BGV

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BYLAND Seattle, Washington

Byland is the moniker and last name of Seattle-based, Albuquerque-raised, Cinematic Indie Rock artist, Alie Renee. Her dynamic sound is often characterized by arrangements full of intriguing time signatures and unexpected chord changes, tethered by timeless lyrics and vocal vulnerability. For her, music is about taking time to create space to process emotions. ... more

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